under duress. stress. pressure. Force over area......
damn it. last year, i woulda sworn double S papers would be a grand thing...
course, i didnt plan on both of em falling on the same day...
and its blowing my mind away, not the least of which cos i dont really understand my physics S lecturer...
damn it, Mr Sze seems to lose himself half the time. Every few steps, he's like, wait, thats not right, it should be this.
Ya know, when ya cant do the sum, yer stumped as it is, no need to stump yerself even more..
Sheesh.
Yeah, trying to adapt to 2 S papers on the same day, consecutively, continuously...hard work...
plus my debate season is on..... another 2 weeks, at most, and the VCs are over....
i can get down to doing more exercise then....but for now, i come home everyday too bloody worn out to do anything.
i have to drag myself to do some tutorial work. Damn it, half the time i do tutorials in class anyway. thank God i'm quick....or i'd be dead....
and mom just keeps bugging me incessantly about not doing enough exercise and not growing taller.
seriosuly, with all due repsect to everyone involved, FUCK THAT.
i cant fucking be bothered about how tall i am right now. i've got a million and one other things on my bloody mind that could kill me in the short term, so mcuh so that the long term considerations fo noexercise for another 2 weeks, amybe three, aint gonna matter at all.
why dont poeple ever understand the bugger off and leave me the hell alone sign? its written in body language, spoken in english, translated into mandarin.....are poeple just stupid, or just asking for trouble anyway? Thank God i cant call down fires from heaven.....
Well, yes i'm going trhough a whole load of crap. and its stinks, big time. But i still have things to be thankful for. Still alive. Still kicking. Still have friends. Still find moments of fun and happiness here and there. Still have God and salvation. Good enough for me. Praise the Lord.